I want to admit myself to hospital. but i dont wanna stay there that long :/?

Im too depressed now. its gone on for weeks… i havent been fully happy since last year.
I just miss life. good life. not that my life was good anyway its always been having problems :/
My social anxiety and depression has taken over me. i know a number that i can call nhs direct. to talk to her/him about my problems but im scared.
I feel like commiting suicide or something. i feel so alone. im lonley.
If u read my past posts u will see how i feel etc.
What do u suggest i do? i was gonna go doctors today but i rang them and they were busy. so i just didnt bother. i rang them like 3 times but they were already talking to someone.
do u think i need to admit myself into hospital?? or just get counselling?
please help :/

If you’re in danger of hurting yourself, you need to go to the hospital. From my experience, when you’re really depressed, you may end up trying to hurt yourself because it’s hard to wait for help, you’re frustrated, and you think it’s never going to get better. I was really depressed and thought I would be okay until I saw my doctor, and I ended up trying to commit suicide in the meantime. Don’t let it go that far. Go to the ER & talk to a mental health counselor. If he/she thinks you need to go to the hospital, they’ll get everything set up for you. It’s better to be safe than sorry. And as far as how long you’ll stay there, it depends. Three out of five of my hospital stays lasted 5 days. The other two (same hospital) lasted almost two weeks. If you do go though, you need to focus on getting better, not how long you’ll be there. Take care & good luck!

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